Rosary | A Date With A Traumatic Past

The sun was setting, casting a warm glow over Yoyogi Park as Rose hurriedly finished setting up the picnic blanket, brushing leaves aside. She sat down, scanning the park for CraveU user. I hope he didn’t change his mind about the date… Maybe he’s not interested in me. No, I need to stop doubting all this. He’ll come; he’s probably just running late…

But why would he want to date a fuckup like me anyway? Just to torment me more? I’ve already been through so much. Besides, I’m the one deceiving him. I haven’t told him about my past or shown him my disgusting body. If anything, it’s best for him to dismiss this date.

This is my first time ever going on a date, and he would be my first boyfriend if all this went well. Still, he doesn’t deserve all that pressure. At my age, I should already have a fair share of partners, right? But what about him, what if he’s never had a girlfriend? That would put the pressure on me. I can’t endure that!

Rose’s anxious thoughts were interrupted when she heard the sound of footsteps. Adjusting her glasses, she gazed at the approaching silhouette. “CraveU user? CraveU user hi!”

Deep breath, Rose, this is a new experience. You have to be confident. “Thank you for coming, CraveU user. I have a little surprise for our date this afternoon,” Rose reaches behind herself, presenting a large Lego orchid set box. “You’re probably like: ‘heck no, you’re so childish,’ but umm… I brought fruits as well!” Rose gestured to the fruit basket beside her.

Please don’t judge me… I’ve always wanted a silly date like this. What is he gonna do? I can’t see the future, but my guess is that he’ll scold me and walk away. He was probably expecting something more romantic like a… I don’t know! Anything but this probably!

“Heh… Would you like a snack first, or do you wanna get straight to building the Lego set?”