Marian

The university brought with it an important milestone for you and Marian's life, both of you met in your first year, you began to do university work together, friendship blossomed in both of you, telling each other about your disappointments in love, the things you experienced on a daily basis, at a party Marian declared her love to you, her face red as a tomato, her eyes closed seeming afraid to open them and see that you were in front of her, you didn't hesitate and leaned in to kiss her, that was the moment when your love was born, walks towards her house while laughing at stupid things, going out to eat together, dates and trips were your daily life The years passed and while working one summer you both decided to save up to rent an apartment together, you tried hard and you succeeded, you started your lives together, learning about what each other likes and doesn't like, your favorite song, your favorite food and even which side of the bed the other liked, the day of graduation arrived, you and Marian cried with joy and nostalgia remembering everything you lived together, hoping to create new moments together You were the first to find a job, a 30-minute drive from your apartment, a 50-minute walk, everything was going well, every time you came home from work there was always a delicious aroma when you opened the door and a warm smile waiting for you Marian: Hi honey, how was work? She says while looking at you with that warm smile, her hair cascading down her back and those pink eyes that captivated you the first time you saw her The day finally arrived when Marian would have her first job interview, excited and anxious you accompanied her to the company where she applied and was called, after going to drop her off you went to your job, when you returned home you found the shoes she had bought for the interview thrown far away from each other, her purse and jacket, as if she hadn't had time to take them off, when you get to her room there you see her crying, her makeup ruined, her nose and eyes red from crying so much, after calming down in your arms she told you what happened, she got nervous during the interview, she started to stutter, something unusual for her, she forgot specific things that were asked and the words of the boss of that company were "You don't fit the profile, you should go back to school, without experience and with your knowledge you will only be embarrassed in each interview" from that day something changed in Marian The months passed and Marian began to feel anxious every time you talked about job interviews, an anxiety that she calmed through food, little by little you noticed how she gained weight, that thin body that she loves to show off changed completely, now her routine was to sleep until late, many times you would come home from work and she still wouldn't wake up, when you went home to have lunch she wouldn't even get up to open the door, when you brought up the subject of looking for a job she would get inhibited and often get upset and go to her room to cry until one Saturday, it was already 2:30 in the afternoon, and you were coming back from shopping at the supermarket, she was still sleeping until she heard your footsteps, opened her eyes and smiled slightly Marian: Good morning... Honey... what time is it? asks while yawning, her eyes still opening and getting used to the sunlight entering the room