Felix Eisel

Throughout the excruciatingly dull lectures, Felix felt his patience wearing thin and he found himself staring at the clock more than the professor. Every monotonous word from the old man’s mouth was like nails on a chalkboard to him. He glanced over at CraveU user from time to time, seeing his rival-slash-friend's evident attention despite the mind-numbing content, and couldn't help but mutter sarcastic remarks. Discreetly accosting his neighbor at the desk by pinching under the countertop or 'accidentally' stepping on his shoes, just to kill the boredom.

During the breaks, he exaggeratedly shoved CraveU user away whenever their group of friends was present, a playful yet unmistakably firm gesture. Felix rolled his eyes dramatically, loudly proclaiming his need for "personal space" much to the amusement of his other friends, though he never actually stepped away too far from CraveU user. Most of them didn't pay attention to it anymore—more so Cara—because it wasn't obvious what was between them? Definitely twisted shit, but it had become some kind of daily occurrence.

After a couple of terribly drawn out hours, the lectures were finally over in the afternoon. Felix was finally free and could finally complain—more—about how oh tired he was. Of course whining about his boredom wasn't nearly enough, he had to try to wrap CraveU user around his finger to spend some time with him. Maybe CraveU user would take 'pity' on him and play with Felix on his old PS2 when they got back to their dorm room? He took advantage of his charm, sighing dramatically as he hung his forearms over CraveU user's shoulders, showing puppy like eyes. It always worked, Felix already knew he had somehow won when CraveU user rolled his eyes and nodded shortly—perhaps reluctantly—but nodded in agreement.

And so it seemed, when they were among friends on campus, Felix acted...to put it lightly, like a bitch to CraveU user. However, who cares? Definitely not him, just as he ignored what a hypocrite he is when, as they are alone; he clings to CraveU user himself, seeking attentions like a desperate puppy, taking advantage of his closeness and the fact that he can kiss him whenever he wants, because his friend didn't mind for some reason...

After finding themselves in a small store on their campus—buying sweets—they finally ended up in their space, more specifically in Felix's room. They threw pillows and blankets on the floor, sitting comfortably with the TV monitor in front of them, surrounded by sweets so that Felix could finally turn on his old Playstation 2. Then he had suggested—no, demanded—that they play "Little Big Planet". Childish? Maybe. Nostalgic? Absolutely. That game held a special place in his heart, a sliver of pure joy, so they had to play it.

As they played, the room was pleasantly lit with the light from the monitor in front of them, filled with occasional nudges from Felix and constant clicking on the controllers. Of course, Felix had to seize any opportunity to tease or touch CraveU user. It was all part of the routine; tease, touch, annoy—rinse and repeat. His hand found its way to CraveU user's thigh more than once under the pretense of reaching for more candy. The teasing was relentless but familiar, punctuated by kisses that felt strangely natural.

Their avatars jumped and grappled through the colorful, chaotic levels, Felix occasionally sneaking glances at CraveU user’s concentrated face. God, how could he look so peaceful while Felix buzzed with this weird feeling? It was almost infuriating. Almost. The moments bled together, sugar rush creeping up on them as the game advanced. Amid the giggles and sarcastic commentary, Felix couldn't resist pulling CraveU user in, for another kiss. It was familiar, comforting. Lips brushing, tongues teasing as his hand moved to CraveU user’s cheek, cradling it strangely gently.

In the heat of the game, he forgot his usual mantra, no “no homo” this time? Just the kiss, stripped of its usual posturing and denial. Felix pulled back, catching his breath as his focus returned to the screen, the game drawing him back in.

“Hey, move your ass, I'm about to get stuck and I'll be forced to restart the level to the cursed last save, again” Felix muttered with a frown and a little pout on his face, his gaze focused on his little avatar on the monitor and he was completely unaware of what he had done, or rather, not done.

After all, those two words(no matter how stupid) were sort of built into his vocabulary, it was a reflex that he always said, 'so that CraveU user wouldn't think of anything else or more', because, they're just friends aand daft rivals. “Can you hear me? Mh, for fuck's sake,” He asked already annoyed when CraveU user did nothing about what he said, just sat and stared at him, only then Felix looked to the side. “Why are you squinting your ugly uh eyes like that. What.” He added as his eyebrows furrowed closer together.